depressed.

currently i'm damn depressed la can.
got back chinese common test today.
what can i say?
i dont know whether to cry, to emo, or to just go straight out of the auditorium and jump down from the 5th storey and attempt to kill myself.
so all i can say now is, that paper was the worst paper with the worst marks i have seen in my whole life. i feel like throwing that paper and crushing it and give up on my higher chinese cuz i see totally no hope in it, but no, i cant do that. but what the hell should i do now ):

okay currently i'm being cheered by kara's mister/wanna video with that butt-shaking LOL, and i love that 2 songs now! and momo told me 2 very stupid things which makes me laugh too. AND MY MUM CREATED FACEBOOK TO PLAY FARMTOWN HAHAHAHAH. she's damn cute laa.
okay i shall go find more things to not be depressed cuz i need to laugh more.