Sometimes, i really just have no idea.

Bleh.

no idea what's my brain thinking and what am i feeling. even napping in the afternoon i can dream about doing schoolwork. guilty much.

i bloody hate TBY i think i'm gonna fail econs but it's a H1 subject so maybe i can just f-ing ignore him and ask other friends on how and why cannot be this scenario and i think i'll understand better if i ask friends cuz he doesnt answer questions and he damn suck as a teacher. he thinks the problems lies with the class. he keeps asking random people why the class like this like that. even maybe if there is a problem with the class, he doesnt think why is it that when he teaches, even after so many feedback he thinks there is a problem with the class. which in another way, why doesnt he think he is at fault too.

i totally got pissed off cuz in the first place i dont even understand PED and PES he doesnt want to go through the concepts.
he cant explain in the point of why it cannot be price elastic. he can only say why is it price inelastic but its damn not clear, so i dont understand and alot others dont too. ask him to explain why is it not price elastic he said this.
" it must be price inelastic because it is not price elastic because i have no justification for it being price elastic"
wtf, asking him why so many times in the end he said this.
i learnt nothing from his lesson. period.
from his lesson and the way he teach, i think i said fuck like 5 over times in a row. all my vulgarities are spewing out because of him. this is so damn annoying.

anyway, weekend was rather okay. went library on both days because someone forcing me to study. maybe it's a good thing cuz i really have no motivation even though i really dun wanna retain. not bad though, sat was studying with ken :) and sunday with sb :) supposingly jac was gonna join us but she's too tired, rest well dearieeee please sleep early kay! sleep is very very important in making your brain work to achieve more productive stuff done hahaha. anyway quite productive, compared to studying at home. at least i started revising.

14 more days.

blogging less till exams are over ):

attitudes and feelings.

[at 12.22am].
i think i'm crazy i dont feel tired at this time. maybe it's because i napped for 3hours in the afternoon. but i've just been feeling very very damn sian-ed and !#$%^&*!@ and -.- and :/ since like 9 for some reason i dont know. so because for _, what i did was i went to dl 2ne1's go away after sb recommended me that song which was a very addictive song and it's abt sad story (lol) and after that, i put in on replay mode since 10pm and it's still replaying now, and i did finish my chem halogen derivatives and those 2 questions on reaction kinetics tutorial and i'm doing extra revision like maths MI now still.
although it may doesnt seem alot, i think i'll salute myself for doing work despite my crazy feelings.
i still think i'm going crazy over everything. ARGH.
and i think my eyes are gonna be swollen tmr morning again cuz i'm being over-emotional here but that cant be helped i think. at most i'll just look dreadful. sigh. suan le.

i need hugs :(