results are back on monday, and everything was just a shock. i literally cried from the first paper which was GP, the biggest shock of all, until the last paper, which was econs. the reason why i cried so much was due to that even though i really studied hard for promos, i still failed. never ever cried so hard for any results, my eyes were very red and swollen at the end. makes me wonder what do i really need to do in order just to pass.

i think i scared alot of people by my crying, but it made me realise i really have alot of awesome people around me. thank you to all those who really try and make me feel better. jiaqi who was beside me all along and kept silently hugging me and allowed me to cry, talking to me and consoling me, yeeling and zanxin for encouraging and consoling me. sophia, kaiyan, carina, and the list goes on. really fortunate to have them around me. i love you guys!

after the whole release, went out with jac and ken :) and that was the outing that totally made me a whole lot happier girl! :D met the two of them at j8 at abt 4, went to buy KOI which ken treated us! YAY. first time drinking, and not bad. but abit overpriced though. heh thanks ;shy.
after that, walked around, and we went to arcade! it's the first time i went to arcade and like really played, cuz normally go in 1 game come out le. we stayed inside for quite awhile, and the three of us all agreed that the whole arcade experience made us all de-stress and a whole lot happier from all the traumatising of promos. laughed alot inside, and really enjoyed myslf alot.
dinner at ajisen later on, with the opening of presents which was pretty LOL, then ken had icecream at mac. after that, homed.
talked alot of crap with them, i think i havent laughed so much in such a long time.
THANK YOU JAC AND KEN for the fabulous monday, we should do that again!! ♥

dont dare to tell my parents about the results yet though. but i've decided one thing, i'll work even harder for the retest(which there probably will be) and get myself promoted, i promised myself and some other people :) i shall have faith! though bleak, but i'll definitely try.