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''There's this feeling, that sometimes, you just feel like hating somebody, but you cant bring yourself to do it as at the very end, it'll only hurt yourself or even others around you. Forget the hate, and love and treasure everyone around you, especially those important ones.''

i got like a sleepless night last night. so i feel grumpy today. but i'm trying to hold my temper in place. trying not to lose my patience, trying not to breakdown once again. emotional much?

it's really sleepless. i barely slept. lie on bed at 1am. by 3am i'm still half awake. tossing and turning the whole night. woke up uncountable times. everytime i checked the time it's like one hour interval or roughly less or more. this went on until 9.45am when i cannot stand it and i woke up.

and it doesnt help that this morning my face acted up again. actually i think it's getting worse. not jus for face only. stress, weather, feelings?

yeah tried studying, but it was tiring. my brain was working slowly, but i did a little bit of work.

1 more week. feel like giving up, but someone told me, ''the ys i know will never give up''. yeah keep running, you can do it. just dont think too much and be too emotionally stressed up, let go, yeah you can do it. for myself, for the people around me.

focus. it wont do you good to be distracted.