Warning: anger post. If you cant stand me ranting then dont read this.

I dont get why must they be so fucking unreasonable. I'm 19, i have no school now, no work now, i stay at home almost everyday, and you're telling me i can only use the com for 2 fucking hours everyday?? Assuming i sleep 12 hours everyday like a pig, 2 hours of com, 1hour for meal time, what the hell do you want me to do for the rest of the 9hours? Do housework everyday? Practising the piano i dont need 9 hours. Teaching my youngest sister dont need 9 hours too. Am i your daughter or your free labour maid? Its not like i dont help out in the housework already when i using com everyday right? You wanna ban me from the com, at least give a good reason that i can accept what. What fuckery is this. "Because last time never control you enough that's why your results end up like this". Fuck it stop relating everything to my results. Just admit i'm not as clever as you think i am, is that too hard for you to accept? And by banning me from the com NOW are my results gonna change to become straight As? And are you sure you never control enough? No playing of com except afew hours on weekends, locking up my com with a password even though i'm already going 19, on the com also need permission, you call that never control enough?

Always already feel that i'm missing out alot of things in audi cause i always need to off the com so early every night while others always on till past midnight. Wanna socialise but i cant. No wonder i always feel like i'm anti-social. Or i cant click with alot of ppl. Now i feel like they're taking away what i feel that is very impt to me. Dont get me wrong, i'm not addicted to online gaming, i just feel like they're taking away my social circle, with all my friends in audi -.- totally fml la i hate them. I have food, shelter, but they're depriving me of interaction with others zzz. Its not like i can find friends to go out with EVERYDAY. 2 hours to interact with ppl, oh how very kind of you. I'm gonna miss out even more than i already did. You might as well ban me from the com completely. 1 day i might go mad i swear.

Feels like i'm exaggerating things and how i feel, but no kidding i really feel this way. I'm dependent on my online friends, cant i be?