Feel really grateful to have such a piano teacher who care for me so much :') of course im referring to my very first teacher, not the male one who made me hate piano for awhile..
But anw because of my crappy skin im starting out on a new diet which is... horrible.
Horrible to the maximum. the first week was bearable. the second week feels so crappy i cannot stand it.
First week was pure salad and juice diet. super detox i swear, i feel giddy and headache and all sorts of problems but after awhile it was okay. i dont feel hungry most of the time actually. 2nd week, i went for BRT treatment and doc say i dont have to abstain from so many food, but i cant eat wheat/gluten, milk, protein stuff. zzzzz i rather not know and eat purely salad and drink juice. it's super painful to know which food you cant eat, and once i started to eat abit of solid food i'm hungry 24/7. because i can only eat VEGES and fish and a measly bit of meat ITS SUCH AN AGONY.... i cant eat biscuits and bread as well, so pretty much all my snacking food is gone :( the joy of eating is no longer there sigh.
But if i can get well from the treatment and abstaining all this food, i'll be so happy. heeeh.
BUT CNY IS COMING ALL THE GOOD FOOD I HAVE TO ABSTAIN ERJAEIRHAHI!!!
I'm in such a dilemma sighhhhhhhhh.
Bless me and may i tide over this agony <<< (if this even makes any sense).
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