Wake-up-call.

Prelims are down, and it's a damn good wakeup call.

POA paper was done like shit. Stats was managable but could be better because i still feel unprepared. Pbf was total crap, 3hrs paper and i finished what i have to write in 1.5hrs. Econs was so bad, i studied till so stress the previous night i nearly broke down and didnt go for the paper the next day ;_; Maths was hard and  it was like crap too.

But since its no sch after prelims the feeling of nua-ing everyday settles in again and shit, why am i not feeling the panic?

Finals in less than 2 months. Goodluck to myself..


Putting academics aside, i've been going to my piano teacher from young and her teacher's place for lessons. After going through both of them, i've come to realise how much money i actually wasted on alex. what the hell i think he've been teaching me almost nothing. I've learnt how to manage his weird temper and impatience throughout these years oh wow. At ms long's place i've learnt so much more, including my long lost basic techniques that she used to emphasize so much, as well as sight reading skills. At mdm yeong's place i've learnt so much on viva voce, which at alex's he didnt even bother to HELP. All he did was to read through my program notes. No guiding me, no helping me in searching of information, no teaching me what is what. From the 2 teachers i get notes, names to search up on, videos, websites, links to read up on.
After finals in may, will be full time piano studies hahaha please let me pass my diploma once and for all :(


I NEED MORE STUDY BUDDIES FOR FINALS, ANYONEEEEE?