HOLS ARE GONE .
noooooo ):
busy thr the whole hols.

monday.
morn went to sch for hmt remedial.
it was okayy, except limlaoshi suddenly call me when i was trying to play the scores for the erhu audition.
scare me =.=
then me, grace, limyun and weishun went to co room.
me grace weishun chiong practice.
then my dad fetched us to the cca place at newton/novena =.=
WALAO. then we tio scammed.
erhu, from sch startin from m-z change to TUESDAY.
weishun more funny. at first he cant find his name on the list at all.
in the end seowlaoshi put him into zhongyinsheng instead of gaoyinsheng.
LOLL. and, he nvr got 1 piece of the score. so he impromptu.
me and grace went home.
i went sb's house to slack. then went home.

tuesday.
WENT FOR THE GOD DAMN AUDITION AGAIN.
grace didnt go, THANKYOULOR.
went with sokhian.
it was okayy, and i saw xuleyi there -.-
no comments.
it was raining very very heavily after i finish.
then sokhian still need very long, so i went off first.
i couldnt get a taxi, so i walked all the way to the nearest busstop.
i was wet from head to toe can. my umbrella LEAKS.
then took bus 154 to clementi and went to sb's house again. to fix the maple. LOL.
but it still doesnt work, and waited for it to dl until like late.
didnt try to fix, then went home.
at night madeline called me zzzzzzzzz.
thanks to gracekwan, whom i cant be bothered with anymore.
i'm supposed to collect attendence for the 22nd march concert.
thanksALOT.

wednesday.
went to sb's house in the morn and FIXed maple! (:
so played with him tgt at slot at gs2.
then went to admiralty to james house to do hmt project.
sryy! but i nvr do anything =x i haven even read the story..
anyway it was rather amusing, watching them play the ps2 or something.
soccer. weiyue played too! and she qianngg lah.
they play till god damn funny.
after finish they went to macs to eat, i went back sb's house.
i reached his storey he went out.
nvmm. pei sandy talk, play, blah.
when he come back he's super wet lols. raining heavily.

thurs.
had chem remedial in the morn,
had maths remedial in the morn,
chionged home for piano ._.
it was okay, at least alex didnt scold me tt badly.
went to get new line at night! (:
sav hor - 96568494.

friday.
morn had maths.
and i wanted to go sb's house after tt and like mug for my music abit.
he didnt want me to go. cuz the laptop is locked up.
FINE. then i should hav gone to 303's outing at cwp. zzz.
went home, mugged abit. then on the com and start playing.
walao i go in maple he dao me. only after he gt slot then start talking to me.
seriously, if he read this i duno wad to say. no offence but u're daoing me like hell.
then maple till 11. we saved slot for each other, and TALKED, at least.

sat.
early morn 10.30 i went to buona vista to get the tickets from guangwei.
...
then went to novena and ate a waffle for lunch.
took my dad's car to relc international hotel, the place for my theory exam.
then i reached there and sb finally replied my msg from 11+ in the morn, and tt was 1+ .
smsed abit, and he DAO ME AGAIN. -.-
theory exam was okay luh. abit hard ><.
after exam i checked my hp and he still haven replied me.
so i sms him again and 20mins ltr then he reply. sms 2 more times, dao-ed me.
zzzzz.

today, is basically chionging of all hws. -.-
jy ppl.


her.
i treat you like one, u didnt.
it's fine really, that's what i keep telling myself.
" she doesnt care for you, she doesnt treat you as one of her besties, so why should you care for her? "
but in my heart, i'm disappointed at you.
and if you ask ur besties whom u invited to keep it a secret, why did you even bother to post it on your blog and let me see.
i shouldnt even care. i forgot all abt it, but you put it onto your blog and reminded me abt this thing tt he wont tell me.
you wont read this anyway, since you dont even care to tag a happy valentines day to me or even come my blog i presume.
when i still do tag at your blog.
i shouldnt care anymore, since you dont either.
but i cant do it.

him.
you had to ignore me didnt you?
when i ask you something, you didnt bother to reply.
i dont know what's happening to you, and why are you doing this to me,
but you can at least tell me what you want me to do before you do this to me.
i cant take what you are doing now okay?
tell me, and i will be able to take it.
at least i know what's going on.
dont keep me in the dark.
i dont even think you will read this too, even occasionally you do come to my blog.
why am i doing this anyway. nobody cares for me.
you are my closest guy friend ever, and you do this to me.
how do you think i would feel?
even if you dont treat me as your cloestest friend,
& i may not be your closest friend, but at least give me some attention.
esp this 2 years, which i think will be even worse than when we were in pri4 about my situation.
pls tell me what you are trying to do.
i will really appreciate it.