today was... rather surprising.
morn woke up late cuz i forgot to reset my alarm ;o and no morn call came -.-
but reached sch at normal time (:
then after dismissal, mrs chang talked to me abt being chairman.
and to put it crudely, she sacked me from the position of a chairman.
this is what roughly she told me :
i'm not spontaneous enough.
i dont take any initiative. like when teachers come in i dont yell class stand all this, and i nvr do anything.
i'm not involved in things, and in the "background". chairmans are supposed to help the teachers.
and she compared me with her last year class cm, who apparently helped her alot in alot of things.

but you noe, i'm nt acting strong or anything, but as i went up to class, i felt super happy.
the 1st thing i sms-ed to sb and said, "zomg im nt the cm anymore. yay" and everything was in CAPS.
and be4 tt i told him tt mrschang wan see me and i was scared it's some bad things, and he mentioned tt mayb i wun be cm anymore cuz i failed all 3sci, like wtf.
he was half right, and he reply me that he drop his phone rofls.
but basically, what i actually felt even though i was happy, i was abit, bushuang.
like what i told sb, mrschang duno how the class treat me. and i also wun say. cuz im not tt bitch to tell things to the teacher, jus because i feel bushuang.

1st, it's like, i do take the initiative to yell class stand when the teacher comes in at the beginning. BUT THE POINT IS i yell, NOBODY stand? liddat afew times de luh. so i gav up and mayb waited like until the class get finished books frm locker, settle down abit then wanted to yell class stand again. the point is if i immediately yell, the class dun respond, and wad do you wan me to do?
2nd, it's like the class guys keep scolding me for no apparent reason. like tt time the class nvr go change for pe WEINAN GO SCOLD ME? fuck. like since when is tt chairman's job. then wad is the sports rep for. z kns.
3rd, pls ask yangyee wad all he does. all he does, is collect one class key every morn. or mayb collect newspapers. i'm not saying he is lousy or anything, nor am i trying to insult him, but the point here is tt he also nvr do anything wad. vicechair, so wad? also one of the headppl in the class mah. so why mus all be chairman do leh? also why cant the VICECHAIR take the initiative to do something also leh? WHY mus it be the chairman who yell class stand leh? WHY cant he do some of my duties leh? vicechairman is supposed to help the chairman too.
4th, i didnt ask to be the chairman. if you ppl are nt happy in the 1st place and and yangyee is supposed to be the chairman in the first place, i wun be so god damn pissed.
5th, without being a chairman, i will hav more time for co and my own things. period.

so i'm pretty happy tt i'm no longer the chairman. and this is not comforting myself.
thank you 303 girls for treating me well when i'm the cm ;D esp some ppl who stood up for me, and some others who listen to me and console me when the guys craped in my face ;D

co was in the afternoon. zhangbin, as usual, do the usual stupid stuff, and obviously said tt i so and so. i cant be bothered abt him.

and get well soon yunmin! ilu junior! <3 ;D