We all have our ups and downs

i just cleared all my saved drafts hahaha. actually its only 2 but at least i cleared it, finally. posting some nonsense now. nua-ing at home everyday feels good, but past few days mum's always at home cause she took leave to clear it, so it's not exactly heaven. every 10mins she yells at me to do something. haiz. but i still got my fair share of playing, and watching shows, so yep, life's good.

dont know whether should i go get a job, cause my mum keep asking me to concentrate on piano. but i wan $$ :( haiz.

afew things happened lately, and i guess im trying to adapt to all these changes. accepting that things arent going to be the same anymore. crying it out feels better hahaha. i swear i havent cried like that since a year ago LOL. made me realise that certain things are so fragile and not at strong as it seems. oh well. move on, hope that things will get better ^^ .

one of these nua days in the past week, mahjong session with ken and kes. and my younger sister. i think if it was real money me and kes would have won alot $_$ LOL. super hilarious, ken threw out the parrot (yi suo) thinking that it's a hua. so everytime ppl throw out that tile me and kes cannot stop giggling and laughing LOLOL. fun times, let's mahjong again :)

anyway, going out tmr with xuemiao and clara. catch up session! i cant wait :D