dang bad day today.
starting off with 12.20 AM MIDNIGHT, when my dad start yelling at me abt my spoilt hp. what the _ is his problem la seriously. tell him cannot on means cannot on, what the _ does he want me to do? i'm not some hp / IT pro, and you being my dad cant help me check and help me bring it for repair? right, ever since sec2 i've been running to orchad everytime my hp spoils, jus because you refuse to bring them for me. fine. then now i have myes, i ask you to help me, you jus refuse? ask you help me find out the problem, you talk like its my own problem and it's no stinking business of yours. maybe it's not, but i'm your daughter la, for goodness sake. cant you just _ing help me this time round cuz this is the worst case of my hp being spoilt ever. you wont die for helping me once right. other people's hp spoil, parents help them go repair everytime. ya ya so you expect me go myself la, like i can find out the problem is it.

you _ing scream at me for 10 whole mins, you _ing refuse to help me fix the noob hp when the scrolling thing got super sensitive that i keep sending blank messages to people, you _ing refuse to listen to my explanation cuz you think you're always damn _ing right, so you _ing made me cry for 1hour straight until 1.30 and i slept at 2+. you _ing made me have swollen eyes in the morn and a _ing pain headache all the way to school. thankyou, _er.

school was no better, got back 5 papers today.
hmt, english, chem, physics, addmaths.
one word - screwed.
results stinks, and i'm especially disappointed in my physics, which i expect from the most, and in the end it was the shittest. addmaths, hmt, chem was disappointing and i really did try mug for midyears this time, mugging even harder than i ever had, especially in all my 3 sciences. maybe it wasnt good enough after all, maybe i wasnt trying hard enough. maybe it was due to syf etc, but that's just an excuse.

yes, i cried again, but i couldnt hold back the tears any longer. i beared with it when i received my hmt, i beared with it when i received my chem, and physics was the last straw. trying to bear with it during lunch, but i feel like i'm about to explode, and crying it out was better.

i seriously need to buck up. it's O levels this year, not just some stupid exam.

i seriously dread ptc, i can already imagine mrQ talking to my dad, saying my chi sucks, my triple sci sucks, my results drop like shit, i sleep in class (which is due to the fact that he had to put me in the first row right smack in front of the teachers), and laura khoo adding on and saying, my hist sucked too cuz i got 10/25 for her hist class test. ptc is really gonna be hell.

4 more papers to go, not including music paper.
i dread tomorrow.


and i needed CO to cheer me up today, and thankgod for the CO celebration today.
there was buffet (: and my section sec3s and 4s ate together at the staircase and crapped alot, which really really cheered me up alot (: heh, but the best part was when the few of us stayed back together after the sec4 meeting to pack our section stuff :D

弦乐胡琴CLEANING组!~ ♥
me, chiyang, shinyi, zhikai, weishi, eugene, ronghua, andre.

it was great, we were rearranging erhus, repacking the erhus, renaming the erhus. really great fun cuz we were the only ones in co room! laughing like mad away half the time, talked alot of crap, shouting here and there :D plus we were doing so happily until 6.20 when ms chng had to chase us out of co room, and we walked to mrt together (:

I ♥ 弦乐胡琴组 very very much (:
sectionals tomorrow! camwhoringgg please! its rare that i like to camwhore, and this is the first time, haha. for co (: i wan section pic :D
and sectionals will no doubt cheer me up from any stinking results tmr :)