results were downright disappointing.
i mean, what else can i say?
not a single A, highest SO FAR is a 64.8 in ENGLISH. B4. 0.2 marks to B3, and it's ENGLISH leh, what the hell. english is supposed to be..moderate and not that easy to score?so you can probably imagine how sucky my results were for mye.

hmt results tmr, music results on friday.


yesterday, had heart-to-heart talk with chiyang <3 and actually, i enjoyed it alot. spewing out all our feelings, both bad and good about each other and people. i havent had this kind of talk with someone for a very long time. and saying it all aloud, even all the bad stuff, made me feel alot better since the stress from beginning of the year till now, from co, from studies, almost everything.

and from this confessing session, we found out that we had quite alot in common, esp in character hahahaha :D
i'll miss my section alot alot, and these week for co had been really fun, cuz i really get to talk to people whom i usually wont talk to, like zhikai weishi eugene through the cleaning session etc heh (: the last major thing i'll probably be doing be4 i step down, is the relay and the ordering of mac wooots :D
stepping down next monday D:

next thing.
yep, and Q had said free seating arrangement from tmr onwards. but idk, they were saying why dont we just sit at our current places to avoid quarrels. but thinking back, i really dont like my current seat. comparing term 1 with term 2, term 1 i was at the side, 3rd row. term 2 i was right smack in the middle, FIRST 1st 1st 1st row (which is disgusting).

right, so term 1 was with yingying, sylvia yoketing, weishun dingyi who never fails to make me laugh and work hard together. amount of times that i slept in class during term 1 : i can counted with 1 hand. it's like once or twice nia? now, sitting with yingjie and axel, with yingjie is okay, and axel talks crap :x . amount of times that i slept in class for term 2 : i cant even count with my 10 fingers. imagine how much i slept in class. and term 1 i got okay results. term 2 i got disgusting results.

right, and yingjie was telling me that zihan is changing place with her so i'll be sitting with axel and zihan?! so who am i supposed to crap with when i'm bored in class? talk to zihan and axel meh. siao, i may have crap and talk crap with axel, but i cant talk crap with these 2 guys everytime i feel sleepy right. how would it be possible anyway, the 2 guys will be talking among themselves.

maybe i'm worrying too much -.- we'll see tomorrow ): but i really wan to change my seating. i just detest 1st row now. only short people understands me. others may think i'm making a big fuss, but well. :/

recent posts have been sort of long and depressing and whiney i think D: including this, but aye, idk. i have alot of bottled up feelings and i think i'm throwing it all out now. abt studies, abt family, abt all sorts of things. i think esp results ):
but as mr foo said, 5 more months to O levels, and studying 1 subject for 1 month is not even enough. time to study hard, cuz it's never too late. yep, let's jiayou. yihshuan, you can do it. let this stinking midyear results be your motivation for o levels to chiong. no more slacking alright. self-motivation.