i suddenly realise that no matter how hard i try,
i'll never seems to please everyone,
and end up losing everyone instead.
even after trying so hard, in the end,
it really doesnt feel like what it used to be anymore.

and no matter what i do, you never seems to be satisfied.
i'm stressed enough already.
and on the verge of breaking down.
just stop adding salt to the wound will you.
please.

i'm tired of life.
i'm tired of trying.
i'm tired of everything.

because no matter how hard i try in anything, it just goes all down into the drain,
futile.