my hw is really the size of a mountain i dont think i can finish them. esp gp, like seriously they dont expect us to do gp hw while studying for the re-test right? okay i really must start doing from tmr.
ytd, went to huanglaoshi's house for his bday celebration, and it was great. his gramaphone was like super nice. i think i like certain classical operas, the sound is really pretty. i still rmb ''queen of night aria'' from music O level classes hahaha, and i love it. and the food and games were great, i havent laugh out loud so much in a long time. laughed until my stomach ache. sad that i had to leave early due to doc, but i certainly enjoyed myself!
today was great too, i finally cycled after so long :D played monopoly deal, went arcade awhile, watched tron, dinnered, and homed. it was a tired day though, i had sleepless night the previous night again. only slept like 3 hours. it didnt feel good lol, during sometime i was trying to not be grumpy and not get pissed off and lose my temper. but i did unintentionally pissed someone off which i dont feel good abt it now. sigh. i dislike fights/quarrels/bickers/arguments, anyhow.
seriously, i feel like i need sleeping pills. at least let me sleep properly every night and not wake up at almost every godly hour. i want to be happy, cheerful, talk happily, laugh and smile. i want to maintain friendships, they're the one who add colours to my life, and many many more reasons.
and with the emotional hurt my parents dumped on me afew days ago, i'm damn tired. words like wangbadan, bastard, and useless is not something that you can just say to me and expect me to treat it as nothing. like once again. though they didnt say it for quite some time alr. it still hurts somehow.
okay if time permits i'll continue ranting and get all emotional and annoy the hell out of everyone and myself and okay i seriously dont know what am i talking right now, but it's time to sleep. i shall try to get a good night's sleep today, so many shagged nights. goodnight.
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