Things will never be the same

wow for the past week i have an average of 3 hours of sleep everyday, this is so fantastic. which resulted in me sleeping for 11hours on friday and saturday night. walao i'm supposed to chiong hw on weekends ): I STILL GOT ALOT OF HOMEWORK DEBTS. HOW? it makes me wonder why am i still here posting :x

still, quite a few things happened this week that hit me quite strongly. what a turnover of events. changes seems to be inevitable. all i know is, i'm at a loss of words now.

even though i'm still a JC2, i realised things arent the same anymore. 13/10's not the same without the 5 of them around. i miss devi's laughter. i miss brandon's random crap. i miss carina alot. i miss jaime. mukesh too. in our hearts, they're always a part of 13/10. that will never change.

i feel sad for xh esp, after reading her blog. i didnt realise she was so affected. wish i could help somehow, but it'll be hard, since we werent close in the first place. just hope that she will feel better.

i'm happy to have online friends like exalted people who're simple awesome people. though everytime we meet, we eat, eat and EATEATEAT. LOL. MAKES ME WONDER, how they all wont get fat one. LOL. they never fail to make me laugh with all their crap. and not everyone is able to find such online friends as a whole group. im a happy girl when i'm with them. who cares whether anyone of you out there dislikes them. they're my friends. at least they make me laugh so much. make me look at the funny side of things. the bright side. love them to bits.

and there's people like jac who's always there for me. hi dearie i know you will read this! ♥ this short paragraph shall be dedicated to you hehehehe. thanks for always being here for me, listening to my emotional rants, not judging me as maybe how others would, and at least i know i always can find you whenever i'm emo-ing. i hope i wont irritate you everytime i come and find you HAHAHA :X

AND RIGHT NOW, speaking of audi people, my music is currently playing, B2ST- SHOCK.

*snorts.

EVERYDAY I SHUCK...

EVERYNIGHT I SHUCK...

thanks zuzu and exalted ppl for ruining my lobby song. HAHAHAHAHA i never fail to laugh at this everytime we sing to someone who doesnt know. my sis and bro would think i'm crazy cause i'll be laughing like some mad person to the computer.

one thing for sure, i'm really happy to have such friendships around ♥ and such friendships dont come by easily.

BUT, another thing for sure, if i dun get back to homework right now i'll forever be dying in my pile. CIAOS.