Karma will get you one day

this post is such a long overdue post which i saved, but didnt bother publishing. you can say i'm humji, but i dont care. you dont need to read it, and if you dont, well good, peace is maintained. but if you read it, i dont care much. be angry for all i care. it's just my feelings. you should fucking know how you treat me.

if you think you can shoot me and nothing's wrong, and when i shoot you and everything's wrong, then think again. but then again, i wont stoop to your level. you want it this way, so be it, be this way. i'm glad i didnt shoot you too, it just shows i have more things to do rather to squabble with you.

next. seriously, i'm no god who can predict your attitude. even just asking normal questions as a friend status becomes asking like a gf. friendship? i have completely no idea. if this is your idea of a fucking friendship which is so precious, forget it, i dont want it. you make me feel like i'm some kind of dirt on your shoe and you're wiping me away whenever you come into contact with me. no it fucking hurts i dont need this kind of friendship.

so why dont you just fuck off from my life unless you decided that asking simple questions like ''went out after sch?'' is NOT probing, like how a gf will ask a bf, and why not you just fuck off and stop assuming i'll get back with nelson? oh btw, it's none of your business whether do i get back with him, so why are you asking like a bf? you want me to shoot your words back at you? fine i'll use your words against you. i had enough.

if you can ask me, smiley face sia, patched? or tell me your new year resolution leh <: and, what happened? nel? why leh? and i can talk to you in a friendly tone. and you probed about what's going on with nel. and as dumb as i can get, i believed that you wanted this friendship and i told you after you probed so much

WHILE.

i asked you, is your pm referring to me, and you replied me in a fucking cold tone like, referring to you or not, does it even matter? and asking did you go out after sch with new friends becomes probing like a girlfriend.

i see no point in continuing this friendship, seriously. i have no need for a one-sided friendship. a friendship whereby you happy, you talk to me and i talk to you, you not happy, you give me shit back.

yeah if you love someone, tell them because hearts are broken with unspoken words. doesnt apply to you. dont expect things when you dont bother at all.

and i've already told you what i want. you want it yourself too. remains as friends. i dont need you to read my mind. you know. but you dont make the effort. so why should i bother now?

i swear i've done trying. if you want me as a friend in your life, fucking work for it. i'm no pushover. i think i've done enough. so fuck off now and leave me alone. i've no need for you in my life now. so i wish you all the best in uni, and in life. you'll need it, unless you change this bad temper and guailan-ing attitude of yours.

yay, it's good to vent on blogs. it's the best place to vent, if nobody's reading hahahahaha.